Beutiful BUT DEADLY

I feel like want to touch that blue sky,
then feel the breeze of cloud coldness,
but I can't..
it's only my dream,

I waiting for the rain,
walking silently through the rain,
without nobody know that I was crying,
my face can smile,
but my heart was bleeding,

terlalu jauh dia berada,
terasa sepi didalam dada,
itu semua hanya suatu petanda
apa yang ada hanya kenangan diminda,

berlari beribu-ribu batu,
setinggi gunung aku mendaki,
menyelam sedalam lautan biru,
bermandikan mentari,
di tengah padang pasir gurun,
tanpa panduan arah tuju,
hanya kau dan aku,
diatas batu besar aku sujud padamu,
ku angkat tangan memohon petunjuk dari Mu

I want to fly far-far away,
where there's no people know me

p/s:nurkilan dari hati yg sepi dan terguris...